love to be here <3

there are a lot of reason why i love being here, i mean in the kost.

1. it takes no long time

i usually need a lot of time for prepare my self to go to campus. I need tome to wake up my self, open my eyes, listen to the new modern chicken *haha* [ i mean my grandma's voice ], pray, take a bath, and the other -come on,come on- stuff-. I have to get up at 5 am, prepare my self until 6 am, and go by at 6.30 am. Nah , in the kost, i can get up at 7 am or even 7.30 am, and then enjoy the lazyness [is it a correct spelling? ~_~?] and wait until the dosen comes.

2. i know where to go in the rest hour

if i have 3 hours for rest, it will beimpossible to comin' back to my wonderful bsd city , rite ?? In here, i can put my stuff there, then enjoy my time as a jin perpus with andre and warman *haha*

3. i feel more free now

okey..for this part.. i really glad if my parents read this all. i get tired to be at home. the fact is , i get stress for most of my time at home. Comin' home at nite, wishing their smile. But the truth that i accepted is they didn't even ask about my condition. They just ask about the thing that is unbelieveable for him -the fact is it is HARD for them to believe their children-. On my discussion with my grandmother, i called this *ketidakseimbangan hubungan orang tua dan anak*. Ya, this is it. I grew up in overprotective but careless family * confuse ?? overprotective kok careless?? hihi*. Yeah, i don't feel free to be who i am. I have a busy-working-parents. They don't have enough time for us , but they forbid us to enjoy our life. So that, i prefer to stay in the kost. One thing that makes me survive at home is only my grandmom, and my two older sister. My little sister ? i don't think so, dia belom pernah ngerasain jadi seperti kakak-kakaknya. * u never know what it feels unless u try to be in her shoes,sis!*

4. i have a lot of loveable friends here

i have a lot of people to share laughter and tears here. My roomate , my -girl-next-door, my girl-next-kost , etc. *haha* i find a partner , a lover , and a friend here.


Makanya , sometimes i feel better here than at home.
mompaps, i'm sorry .
Ashley Simpson said " you find your strength in knowing you can always back home"
but right now ... i don't even know where is my REAL home.
the best place to share laughter, not always tears.

from the library of fhui
11.06 am
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY , ANDRE !!!! love u !!